It's odd to me that I have been so distant still from my writing. If I can't get out what is inside than after awhile I get the point that I am not meant to and move on...but then life goes on and it will be a week or two weeks with nothing. Lord!!!!!!! Help!!!!!!! Well, I guess you can't take the pot off the stove before the food is done cooking, so....see where I'm going with this? LOL! I am purposeful in all that I do. My writings may appear random, but I will not put something down I am not supposed to. I really do ask God to pour through me even in something as simple as a rant or story. He can use anything.......ooooh reminds me of a song from my "youth" days...."If you can use anything Lord, You can use me, If You can use anything Lord, You can use, Take my...."....something I don't remember it all now, but hmmmmmm nice one!!!!
God was once again, mind blowing-ly amazing tonight at YOUTH...He really changed things up on me in ways I never ever ever ever thought before we walked in the church. I, having my ow agenda, thinking it was His agenda, was beautifully surprised at what God wanted to happen tonight! Gotta go with the flow and I will choose His flow any day over any of my own flows...His are much more fun to ride, challenging at times but so fun!!!!
I'm being very vague right now aren't I....hmm....It just seems like too much to write, I can't get it out without erasing and re-writing...but I felt so led to blog, which I have missed. It's hard to know if anyone even reads these...I wonder this often....or if anyone has missed when I have been gone for awhile...I say this NOT for an affirmation just sharing what's on my mind. I don't write for YOU, I write for ME and then hope that it somehow also blessed YOU! See! LOL! Hahaha...."No I don't see, cried Alice to the Cheshire Cat...hahaha....ok maybe I am more random than I care to admit. :)
So, I thought I would talk about what was inside but instead this is kind of it! I am however, extremely excited about Camp in just over a week. I had an idea of one of the ways God was gonna really touch me, hit me, work on me, get me...but just tonight He showed me something else I never really considered and I'm just in Love with HIM!!!!! I mean, I am so in Love with God.
He is so great and I don't know why any of you don't want to get to know Him more....nothing is more important to me than HIM in my life, His Love for me, His Presence.....ahhhh! Don't ever leave me Lord!!!! I want nothing if I cannot have You!!!
Refreshed ~ so refreshed and renewed and revived and feeling so great (even though it is late and sleep would be good).
I HAVE THE BEST NEWS EVER EVER EVER.....
Oh did you wanna know....?????
Oh....hahaha....well, let me tell you...My SIS is coming to spend some time with me and my fam and my mom this weekend and with a sleepover and I am ecstatic because I have missed her greatly and we both have been super busy with LIFE and it's OUR TIME!!!! YAY! :) It's about time! Oh yeah baby!!!!!
I am also anticipating a reunion with some special people.... RACHEL AND MICHELLE.....you chics better hurry your butts back to AZ and we are making some time together.....yes oh yes! :) I don't typically dwell in the past but I have some great memories I have thought about lately including great people! :) I am so thankful for my Life, all the good - bad - and ugly because I stand here today in a great place because of it!!
Alright Jerry is snoring super loud so it's time to go...that's annoying and I don't wanna get up and down to jolt him in his sleep and type. This was good and I will definitely be back. It's as great as a good ol' catch up chat with a great friend! MMMMmmmmmm.
Loves and Hugs All,
(nighty night or early morning)
Christina
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